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Monday, November 20th, 2006
7:01 pm	I saw Sharon yesterday. That made my day. Practice was brutal. I love sabre but its so frustrating. I think Christina got me to change my mind. I might transfer next year. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
2:10 am	i like him alot. But I am too scared to have a relationship. I think i like this whole friends with benefits thing. if thats even what we are doing. I think thats what we are doing. i hate life. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
4:38 pm	classes.. so i registered at uccc today. I'm taking 5 classes. Tues and thurs are going to be the most stressful with the hardest classes. :( I still have to hand in my immunization forms and finish financial aid. goshhh. I need a car. I need a job. Seeing John Tucker must die tonight with lily. Current Music: "Slow Decay" Dashboard Confessional (Comment on this)
Monday, July 24th, 2006
9:23 pm	I'm so nervous for tomorrow. Current Mood: nervous Current Music: "Don't wait" Dashboard (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 10th, 2006
8:51 pm	Dayton..Drama..Spring Break Dayton ohio=best time of my life. Matt's my prom date and i am really excited because he is so much fun. I was surrounded by hot gay guys the whole week and i loved it. We did awesome at our competition. Mrs. Avossa cried and ah it was so beautiful. "Boot girl" is annoying the fuck out of me. Get your fuckin story straight. Emanon's show makes me so sad. Its so beautiful. World guards were amazing, their work is breathtaking. Avon's performance and Fantasia's and Northern Lights omg amazing! We went miniature golfing with Apex and Bpex. They are so funny. "I am a boy." haha. so many jokes from Dayton. watering arm..that one right there...hot guys, hot gay guys..I love you girls so much.... Can't wait for the party!!!!! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: "Climbing the Ladder" Emanons song... (Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
4:49 pm	wowwwwwwwwww First real best friend: jayme Last real Best friend: amy First school: myer Last School: KHS First Cell phone: verizon Last cell phone: virgin mobile First funeral: grandmother Last funeral: grandma briggs First pet: crackerjack Last pet: lana, baby, zach and crackerjack First big trip? florida Last big trip? nj First flight: florida when i was little Last flight: florida for band First celebrity love: prob justin timberlake Last celebrity love: james franco First time out of the country: big red boat cruise Last time out of the country: big red boat cruise First job: babysitting/camp counselor Last job: same First MySpace friend: kerry Last Myspace friend: grace First person of the opposite sex that you talked to: my dad Last person of the opposite sex that you talked to: jared Everyone has their LASTS. Last item bought: candy bar Last shirt worn: my flower cami Last phone call: amanda Last text message: ashley Last thing you touched: mouse Last time at the mall: today Last time you were excited: today Last person you saw: kerry Last thing you drank: water Last thing you typed: "haha i have a gift card for the mall and zero for the present and dinnner" Last Person that broke your Heart: hmmmm Last time you were really honestly Happy: thats hard. Current Mood: excited Current Music: "L.O.V.E" Ashlee simpson (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
11:57 pm	2006 Its official. Graduation year has finally come. 6 mos and goodbye high school. Am i ready? I have done nothing for college. no applications, no SAT's, no license, no job. i hate this year already. Current Mood: nervous Current Music: all american rejects and fob..on mtv (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 17th, 2005
1:39 pm	bored. stolen form alicia Instructions: Take the first sentence (or 2) from the first post of each month of 2005. Thats your year in review. (Author's notes from the current time are in bold). JANUARY Happy New Year!! Last night was so much fun at jens party!! Yeah that was kind of a fun night. I cant believe a year has passed again! FEBRUARY Tonight Amy invited me to go bowling. One of the worse nights ever. She got mad at me because i wouldnt skate. Boy. MARCH So nothing exciting has been happening. I am just trying to figure out what to do for next year. I am still trying to figure out what to do and nothing exciting still hasnt happened! APRIL Wow. i havent updated in awhile. Antioch weekend was great. that was a fun weekend. But the fall was one better. MAY NYSSMA sucked. I did bad and the judge gave everybody in that room really low scores. Thank god no nyssma for me this year. I hated it. JUNE Mick gave me a really nice compliment this morning. It brightened my day up. I love him. I dont remember the compiment but mick always brightens up my day and i still love him. JULY I am 17. I don't feel any different. When you really think about 17 isn't really special still do not feel different. fuck. AUGUST I cracked.........FUCK!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. I cracked on reading Harry Potter. lmao. SEPTEMBER Semester 1: Per. 1 civics rm 108 Per. 2 college french 2 rm 007 Per. 3 pre calc rm 504 Per. 4 College writing Per. 5 Gym BDF Per. 5 Open ACE Per. 6 Health rm 101 Per. 7 band Per. 8 coll env bio rm 305 Semester 2; Per 1 civics Per 2 french Per 3 pre calc Per 4 Gym ACE Per 4 Open BDF Per 5 Eng 12B rm 210 Per 6 Lunch per 7 band per 8 science Still hate my schedule. OCTOBER I want to write what i am feeling. If i do, someone can read it. I'll just say this... I feel so ALONE. still feel that way. wow i do not change.fuckers. NOVEMBER How? How can I say goodbye to my passion. It breaks my heart to have to do this. I DIDNT HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY PASSION AFTER ALL!!!!!!! DECEMBER I have a crush......... I DO!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Catdog (Comment on this)
1:38 pm	I have a crush......... (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
6:26 pm	Procrastinator = me I still havent even touched my midterm for college writing and its due monday. Same with my field study for bio but its due friday. Tomorrow I tell Mrs. Avossa i wont be doing QED. Lord give me strength for that. Um yeah i realized i havent even picked out my senior pic. I have all of the proofs to pick from. When are they due for the yearbook? Watch i miss the deadline. Something is wrong with me. I wont do anything for college, it is almost like i dont even want to go but i do want to go. The funeral was lovely and i cried like a baby. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Hootie&the blowfish "Hold my hand" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
4:10 pm	Updating for real. Antioch Weekend....AMAZING! I had so much fun. The best weekend ever. Commitment.. To not clam up/get quite when i am in a different/unfamiliar surrounding or when i am uncomfortable. I can do it. I am quitting QED(winter colorguard)so i can get a job. I have job applications for old navy, pacsun, and ny&company. I want pacsun or ny&company. Once i get a job i can save for a car and get a cell phone. Then it is all going to the Rachel Cline College Fund. Yes that is right, I have to pay for college on my own. But that is good for me. Finally got me to get my butt off the couch to go look for jobs and stuff. Get my life together. Hopefully. Harry Potter=AMAZZZZZZZZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I lovedddddddddd it. holy crap it was great. Oh my cousin's grandmother(she was a grandmother to me) died. Her funeral is thanksgiving morning. i love her. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Hootie and the blowfish......hell yeah (Comment on this)
Monday, November 21st, 2005
4:05 pm	How do you say 'Goodbye' to the thing you love? How? How can I say goodbye to my passion. It breaks my heart to have to do this. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: brothers video game (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
10:58 am	ALICIA. WHATS MR.VOERG'S EMAIL? MY PRINTER ISNT WORKING SO I AM GOING TO SEND IT TO HIM. UM EMAIL ME STARSANDMOONS488@AOL.COM (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
8:35 pm	Shitfuckbitch I hate life. i feel so bad for mike. That is just plain horrible. I dont have a best friend anymore. I dont know what me and kerry are. I hate rifle. I am so upset from it. Its my last year and she gets a fucking toss. The only thing thats been good out of these last few days is: I love matt johnson. and that Erin is doing QED. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "40 kinds of sadness" Ryan C. (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 8th, 2005
1:48 pm	I want to write what i am feeling. If i do, someone can read it. I'll just say this... I feel so ALONE. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 26th, 2005
8:39 pm	He was surprised that I remembered him. My Uncle Mike who I have not seen in 10 years is coming back to the US. He was in the army or something and I talked to him on the phone for like 5 mins. He was surprised that my parents got a divorce and I started crying when he asked what happened. But i think I am going to write about him for college writing. The question was "if you were given the oppurtinity to spend an evening with anyone person, living, deceased, or ficitonal whom would u choose and why?". I was talking to Mick about it today and i was first saying like my soulmate but now its Mike. Current Mood: sleepy and happy Current Music: Zoey 101 (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
10:43 am	I think its so cute that Wendell and Paisley go out. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
7:10 pm	I am doing so great right now. I just got hit by a metal baseball bat by my 8 yr old brother who also called me a bitch and motherfucker. oh and my mom said i was a bag of shit. Current Mood: cramps.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 10th, 2005
2:14 pm	You think i love you, but deep down inside you make me sick. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 9th, 2005
7:43 pm	Thursday night.... My moms "boyfriend", well she doesnt call him her boyfriend, is taking me and my siblings and my mom out for pizza. They have only been on ONE date. I thinking i am going to be sick. Feels like another meltdown is coming. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: "Lose Control" Missy Elliot (Comment on this)